utumn was a senior Professional Writing major who knew little about the Bible, but claimed to believe in "all beliefs: Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, Wicca, Greek mythology . . ." On her student survey she asked: "Is Christianity a cult? Is it OK to only half believe in it? Why does Christianity appear to be run like a business? Does the Bible really say that if there's a World War III, Mary will throw fireballs from heaven?" I sensed a lively mind at work and knew I was going to like her. Let's let her tell her own story.

"I took this class assuming that it would be taught from a completely secular point of view and would confirm my prejudices against Christianity.

"At first, I wasn't very fond of the class. I felt very alone, surrounded by people who knew a great deal more than I did. But as time went on, I warmed up to the people around me and began learning things about myself. I really got to thinking about who I was and what I really believed in. I've always believed in Jesus, but I'd be lying if I told you I went to church more than once a year.

"I started to realize that by avoiding church and Bible study I wasn't taking advantage of things God was offering me. It may seem strange, but I've discovered that the better I understand the Bible, the more willing I am to accept it.

"As the semester went on, I began to think about what I could do to be a better person. I don't mean trying to follow the Ten Commandments--that isn't all that difficult. God led me to see some more subtle problems in my life.

"One thing I realized could keep me out of heaven is gossiping. I've been trying to stop gossiping. Gossiping can be just as hurtful as not giving food to someone who is hungry.

"I think this class has even changed the way I drive. I no longer lose my temper when somebody rides my rear end, goes too slow, or cuts me off. Whenever anyone does get me mad, I do as you said and pray for the person. It really has slowed my life down a great deal, and I'm thankful for that. Car rides can be kind of nice when I sit back and enjoy them.

"Now that I'm graduating from college, I have to start thinking about money. Every time I think about money I think about the guy with the construction company. [I had told my students about the stewardship of Minnesota Adventist businessman Garwin McNeilus.] I think it's really cool that he donated 10 percent of all his money to charity, then started donating 20 percent and 30 percent, as God continued to bless him.

"One day I would like to do that. OK, I know what you're thinking. You're wondering why not now. Well, I've already admitted that I'm working on being a better person, but to be honest with you, after all my bills are paid, the little bit of money I have left goes to buy cigarettes. But one day, when I'm financially stable, I want to share with everyone. In self-defense, let me say that I'm not a total jerk. I do volunteer to feed the homeless on Thanksgiving, and I try to tell myself that one day out of the year is better than zero.

"This class has really gotten me thinking. It isn't very often that we get the chance to take something away from a class that goes beyond the general knowledge that a textbook embeds in us. Instead, we studied an ancient book that offers people hope, love, and security. It offers something to believe in.

"What it offered me was a mirror, something to help me see, reflected, the person I am and the person I'd like to be.

"In short, I had a wonderful semester, and I'd like to thank you for your willingness to pass on your knowledge to me. It's been fun."

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Ed Christian teaches English and biblical literature at Kutztown University of Pennsylvania. His e-mail address is: christia@kutztown.edu.