BY WILLIAM G. JOHNSSON
From Glimpses of Grace, by William G. Johnsson. Copyright © by Review and
Herald Publishing Association, © Hagerstown, Maryland. Used by permission. All
rights reserved.
VER FEEL THAT THE WORLD has gone so far to the dogs that you can’t see how
it could get any worse? That, as Billy Graham once said, if Jesus doesn’t come
back soon He’ll have to apologize to Sodom and Gomorrah?
Recently I heard about school days in the 1950s. The biggest problems high
school teachers faced were—guess what? Chewing gum, spit wads, and revving cars
in the parking lot!
I think of what’s happening today, of the mayhem at midday in Littleton, Colorado,
when two high school seniors went berserk, killing 12 of their fellows, a beloved
teacher, and finally themselves. Shock waves from the massacre reverberated
around America and the world. Although America and some other countries have
suffered school shootings in recent years, this one made the blood run cold.
Here were two boys who planned and prepared for a year to kill as many people
as possible, who assembled an arsenal of weapons and bombs, and who giggled
and laughed as they shot at point-blank range.
Then I think of the 1950s—spit wads? Whatever happened to us in just 40 years?
Will this horrendous situation ever turn around? How can it go any lower when
already it’s the pits?
No wonder that as we come to a new millennium so many thinking
people are pessimistic. A world-renowned figure like Jacques Cousteau went to
his grave forecasting doom for the human race because our insatiable greed and
wanton abuse of the planet’s resources are driving us to mass suicide. Others
predict that a rogue asteroid will slam into Earth with a force that will blanket
the globe in dust, giving us a year-round winter that will destroy crops and
cause us to starve. No wonder movies such as Armageddon fill the box
offices, and Titanic makes the biggest hit of all time.
Evil seems everywhere pervasive. Every new invention, every advance
in technology, becomes a tool for new manifestations of wickedness. Once men
and women bought porn magazines and carried them home in brown-paper wrappings,
ashamed to be seen looking at them. Today the Internet makes available the vilest
material imaginable in the secrecy of one’s own home. That same Internet has
become an instrument used by pedophiles and other perverts to lure and trap
children.
I sometimes tremble at the odds stacked against young people today.
How can young men and women act with integrity when all around them their peers—by
their own admission—are lying and cheating? How can young persons stay pure
when the media through images and sounds glorify promiscuity and mock virginity
and when—even worse—their own parents are jumping in and out of bed with other
partners?
We’ve reached a stage in history when evil rages unchecked. We
feel numb as we learn of outrageous deeds—deeds we couldn’t imagine. A teenage
girl gives birth to a child, suffocates it, throws it in a trash can, cleans
herself up—and returns to the dance floor! The very young, the very old, clerics,
nuns—no one is immune from assault and murder. Nothing is off-limits anymore;
nothing is so vile, so sordid that it cannot be written about or viewed. Isn’t
this humanity’s last gasp?
By the time you read this far, I can hear you saying, “Bill must be having
a really bad day. I thought he was an optimist.” I am. All that I described above—and I could go on and write a book detailing
the reign of evil in our society, except that I choose not to wallow in filth—would
weigh me down except for one thing. You guessed it—grace!
I want to tell you this, and I want you to get it because I hang my life on
it: As powerful a force as evil is in our world, grace is even more powerful.
Grace is no namby-pamby word, no feel-good catchcry. Grace has a strong, tough
aspect that will surprise you. Grace is militant; grace fights.
Now you’re pushing it, you say. Fighting grace? Where do you find that in the
Bible?
Right at the beginning, in the very first promise of Scripture. Here’s the
picture: Our first parents fell because they believed the devil rather than
God. They’d forfeited their right to life and God’s presence; they were now
slaves to the evil one. But God gave them hope. Addressing the serpent, He said:
“And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring
and hers; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel” (Gen. 3:15,
NIV). Note that word “enmity.” It means “hatred,” and we usually don’t
associate it with the Christian life. But here it’s a word that rings with hope
and deliverance.
Remember, God was speaking to that ancient enemy, Satan. He made
a fantastic prophecy: One descendant of the woman, Eve, would crush the serpent’s
head. Yes, the serpent would hurt that “seed” (singular)—he will bruise the
heel. And so, in the fullness of God’s time, a Child was born, a descendant
of Eve after hundreds of generations. No ordinary baby boy this: He was Emmanuel,
God with us, God Himself taking our flesh and coming to live among us.
And to die! After a life of gentle and noble deeds, a life given wholly to
healing and helping others, He was cut off at 30, pinned to a Roman cross just
outside the city of Jerusalem.
The ancient enemy exulted that day. He’d dogged Jesus’ footsteps
all along the way. He’d tried to get Him killed as a babe; he’d tempted Him
to short-circuit His saving mission in the wilderness; he’d tried to make Him
turn back as the woes of the human race pressed upon Him in the garden; he’d
taunted Him as He hung upon Calvary. And he saw Him expire, saw Him laid in
Joseph’s rock-cut tomb.
But the serpent only bruised Jesus’ heel. On Sunday morning before
first light He rose from the dead, burst its bands, and went forth a mighty
conqueror, Lord of heaven and earth, Lord of life and the grave. Praise God
for our mighty Deliverer!
One day, however, the other half of the prophecy will reach fulfillment.
One day the ancient enemy will receive his due. One day he who has brought death
to so many will himself die under God’s hand as the serpent’s head is crushed
forever. The book of Hebrews tells us: “Since the children have flesh and blood,
he [Jesus] too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might destroy
him who holds the power of death—that is, the devil—and free those who all their
lives were held in slavery by their fear of death” (Heb. 2:14, 15, NIV).
These words assure us that one day evil will be no more. No more
pain and suffering, crime and destruction, war and weapons, refugees and starving
children, lust and greed, violence and rape, filth and lies. All these things
will pass away, along with their father, the devil.
But what about the meantime? How do we get from here to there,
from now to then? How can the flood of evil ever be dammed up?
Genesis 3:15 tells us how, with that little, wonderful word “enmity.”
God promised to put hatred between the woman and her descendants (that’s us)
and the serpent. We don’t put it there, because we cannot. We’re bent toward
evil. We’re born that way. “As the twig is bent, the tree will grow.” It’s easier
for us to lie than to tell the truth, to lust than to love, to follow the devil
than to hate him.
But God does what we cannot. He puts within us a divine capacity
to do what doesn’t come naturally, to follow Him rather than the serpent. That
divine capacity, that hatred, that enmity, is grace. Grace fights. Grace enables
us to do what is humanly impossible. Grace changes us from children of evil
to children of righteousness.
Grace fights, and grace wins. Grace is stronger than evil.
Without grace, the whole world would lie like pawns in evil’s hand.
Without grace, not one person would honor God. Without grace, every vestige
of beauty, truth, and nobility would vanish. Without grace, you wouldn’t be
reading this book, and I wouldn’t have written it.
Notice how my favorite Christian writer puts it: “It is the grace
that Christ implants in the soul which creates in man enmity against Satan.
Without this converting grace and renewing power, man would continue the captive
of Satan, a servant ever ready to do his bidding. But the new principle in the
soul creates conflict where hitherto had been peace. The power which Christ
imparts enables man to resist the tyrant and usurper. Whoever is seen to abhor
sin instead of loving it, whoever resists and conquers those passions that have
held sway within, displays the operation of a principle wholly from above” (The
Great Controversy, p. 506).
The writer, Ellen White, titled her book The Great Controversy
Between Christ and Satan. That title is accurate, but the conflict rages far
wider. Not just Christ and Satan, but people—we—are part of the struggle. Because
of the enmity-fighting grace, we have a choice. We can cast our vote and our
life on one side or the other.
So, no matter how dark the night, it is never without stars. For
every atrocity there’s an act of heroism; for every act of cowardice, a deed
of bravery. Fighting grace takes possession of men and women, and they refuse
to let evil roll on unchecked. They stand up and fight back. A William Wilberforce
rises up to expose the slave trade and fight it to the death. A Florence Nightingale
goes to the Crimea to minister to the wounded and dying. A Rosa Parks refuses
to sit in the back of the bus.
Slowly, slowly, against terrible odds, the clouds of exploitation
and injustice and racism roll back. Grace fights, and grace wins.
The most deep-seated pride of the human heart, I believe, is that
of our ethnic identity. This pride is a two-edged sword that cuts with terrible
force for good or ill. It cuts one way and gives us a healthy sense of who we
are; it gives us dignity and self-respect. But it cuts the other way and leads
us to dehumanize or even demonize those whose origins differ from ours. When
we no longer regard persons of a particular ethnic group as truly human, we
feel free to kill and maim them without reason and without mercy.
That’s what happened in Rwanda. Peoples who had lived harmoniously
side by side for several generations turned on one another in mass destruction.
For the majority it made no difference that they were professedly Christians.
The evil of ethnic hatred exploded and made the land a bloodbath.
But grace is greater than the evil of ethnic hatred. The killing
will not stop because the Tutsis wipe out the Hutus, or the Hutus the Tutsis.
The killing will stop only as grace in its quiet power leavens enough human
hearts.
Listen to this true story, which I share just as it was first published.*
“She got into our van as we headed for an orphanage in a nearby town. The bus
would take forever, and Carl Wilkens and I were going her direction, so it was
no problem to take another passenger. As we bumped over the potholed road, I
noticed a deep scar across her forehead and another on the back of her head.
Carl noticed too, and being curious, he asked her about them. She spoke in her
native language, with a local pastor interpreting her story into English, as
we drove past the deceptively green hills of Rwanda.
“During the recent political upheaval in which thousands of people
were killed, a man attacked her, she said. The man killed her pastor-husband
and left her for dead, with machete slashes across her face and head. But when
all was safe, her son came from his hiding place and rescued her, saving her
life.
“But the story she told only began there. She spoke with emotion
as she continued. ‘During the terrible slayings I saw the man who killed my
husband and wounded me. I had known him well. He had once been a member of my
husband’s congregation. Of course, the man did not know that I was not dead
when he walked away.’
“Then months later, while shopping in a busy, crowded outdoor marketplace,
she came face-to-face with him. They each stood still, staring at each other
for a moment, unable to move. The man was shocked to see her alive—this pastor’s
wife whom he was sure he’d killed in the fury of the massacre. He never expected
to see her face again. Would her husband also appear before him now?
“He began to sweat profusely, thinking he was seeing a ghost. But
she did not disappear—she just stood there in the market, looking back at him,
her scars deep from his own machete.
“The horror of it all rushed over him. He trembled at what her
response would be to him now. Would she turn him over to the police to be tried
for his crime? He had seen that happen so often since the terrible killings
had ended, and many were now in prison for their part in the slayings.
“His eyes seemed glued to her expression of recognition. He was
unable to run. There was no escape. Other people in the market became aware
of the confrontation and watched to see what would happen as perspiration continued
to roll down the criminal’s face and chest. He knew he’d been caught.
“The crowd began to ask, ‘Why is he acting like this? What is wrong
with this man?’
“Turning to them, the pastor’s wife said calmly: ‘This man saw me in the hospital
when I was very sick, and he did not think I was going to live. That is why
he is so surprised to see me today.’
“Then she walked up to the man and spoke his name, saying, ‘Come with me.’
“She took him to her home and exchanged his sweat-drenched shirt for a clean
one from her own son’s closet. Then she said words that must have been the hardest
words that she’d ever spoken: ‘I don’t know what else you have done or who else
might accuse you, but as for me, I forgive you.’
“And the man went his way. She doesn’t know where he went. But
she now goes from house to house selling books as a literature evangelist, telling
others of God’s love and forgiveness.
“As Carl and I took the woman to her small house in the nearby
town, I knew something inside me had changed. Her story of the ultimate forgiveness
would remain with me forever. I still see her scars when I close my eyes really
tight.”
I believe grace is constantly fighting the good fight, constantly
working to roll back the darkness and bring hope and new life.
Police officer Kelly Benitez was driving around in his cruiser
in Los Angeles. He noticed a car with expired registration tags and pulled it
over. He approached the driver and asked to see his license. Benitez stared
at it for a long time—Paul Benitez!
“What do you know?” he said. “You and I have the same name.” The older man
behind the wheel looked hard at him and then exclaimed, “You’re my son!”
Yes, it was his son whom he’d last seen when Kelly was only 4 months old and
the parents separated. Police officer and offender, son and father, experienced
a strange, joyful reunion.
What are the odds of this encounter happening in a city the size
of Los Angeles? Coincidence—or just one more glimpse of grace? And by the way,
the father didn’t get a ticket that day.
I was in Iguaçu at the southern end of Brazil for a church council, and Mack
Tennyson called me over. Mack teaches accounting at the University of Charleston
in South Carolina, and we’ve had interesting conversations in the past. That
day his face was beaming, and he was bursting to tell me something.
It was about his little girl—his new little girl. A year earlier he and his
wife, Sharon, had made arrangements to adopt a child in China. Without seeing
her they decided to name her Alexandra Mae after Mack’s maternal grandmother.
My blood ran cold as Mack described their visit to the orphanage where they
were to pick up their child. Mack and Sharon saw 50 1-year-old children lying
in little beds. None of them had been held close by adults; all were kept tied
down. The staff of the orphanage didn’t have the time to give the children individual
care, so they kept them secure in bed.
They took Alexandra Mae and held her close. She could not hold her head up
straight, let alone sit, crawl, or walk. Her normal development had been arrested
as she lay day after day tied down in bed.
As Mack carried her from the orphanage, he looked back and saw the long rows
with little faces looking up from where they lay. One bed was now empty.
Mack and Sharon usually don’t choose five-star accommodations when
they travel, but this time Mack had asked for the best hotel in town in order
to minimize health risks. He carried little Alexandra up to their room and laid
her between the fresh white sheets. As he saw her lying there, one child out
of the 50 plucked out and given a chance for love and life, it struck him—grace!
Alexandra had done nothing to deserve it; she didn’t have any natural beauty
to distinguish her from the others; she’d simply been picked up and set free.
At that moment Mack himself had an overwhelming sense of being blessed, that
this was a special child given him by God. He decided that her name wouldn’t
be Alexandra Mae but Alexandra Grace.
They brought the baby back to the United States and began to watch a miracle
unfold. Alexandra Grace developed like a butterfly emerging from its chrysalis.
All the stages arrested from her first year of life came marching by at fast-forward
speed: She soon could hold her head straight, then sit up, then crawl, then
walk.
Grace set her free to be all that God made her to be.
Early on, however, Sharon and Mack noticed that Alexandra seemed to look straight
past them instead of focusing on them. When they placed her down on the rug
she didn’t pick out little bits of fiber as other babies do. They took her to
a doctor, who held her close and pronounced, “This child can’t see!” He fitted
her with thick lenses, and immediately she began to focus.
Mack proudly showed me pictures of his girl, who was then 2 years old. She
was about the cutest, happiest-looking miss you could find anywhere. “She wears
her glasses all day, right up to bed,” said Mack. “Then she’ll give a big yawn,
take them off, rub her eyes, and hurl the glasses at full force. Sharon and
I have learned to be ready to make a dive for them—after all, they cost $400
to replace!”
Just one reminder, one scar from the past, remains. Like the other babies tied
to their beds, for her first year Alexandra Grace had only one “toy” to play
with—the end of the string tying her down. She still likes to suck on her bib
string in her bed as she falls asleep.
Yes, friend of mine, I’m still an optimist. I’m not naive, not blind to the
surge of evil that threatens to engulf society. But I think of Alexandra Grace
Tennyson, of Kelly and Paul Benitez, of the nameless widow in Rwanda—and I take
courage.
Evil is strong, but grace is stronger.
*Eric Guttschuss as told to Heather Guttschuss, “Left to Die,” Adventist
Review, Jan. 8, 1998.
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